Here Comes the Rain Again

So many things on my brain right now.

Waiting to hear back from the interview. The busyness in my current position. House cleaning things. Wedding things. Family things. Health things. Money things. (And somehow they are all tied together, besides the knot that binds them all in my brain.)

I'm a little bit "thinged" out at the moment.

But that's not why I decided to post today.

I wanted to post to get my brain away from those things, so I'll be talking about something else for a bit. :)

I've created some secret boards on Pinterest that I have been saving ideas to for event planning stuff.
I've discovered that I really do love weddings, entertaining, decorating, and helping people plan their events.
I can't go anywhere now without looking at layouts of rooms, mentally choosing decor that would go together for a theme / season, and thinking about what the interior of buildings [would] look like and what it would be like to have a wedding / reception in that space.

It's one dream that I really don't think will ever come to fruition, but it sure is fun to think about.

I kind of place that in the realm of staying home and doing the photographer thing full time: probably won't happen (unless some wonderful windfall befalls us and I can seriously upgrade my equipment) but re-emerging and fun to entertain the thought of.

There's some saying out there that if something keeps coming up for you, you should pursue it.
If a dream reoccurs, you should look into it.
If there's a passion that you can't get out of your mind, you should look into pursuing it.

Just coming from where I'm at emotionally and psychologically right now, those two dreams (event planning and photography) are not meant for someone like me. They are better left for someone with more...just more.
I'm better relegated to the blue- and pink-collar industries. No entrepreneurship for me. I shouldn't even think about it. It isn't for "people like me."

...and now I've slipped into the world of negativity again.

I'm going to stop now, in case it gets worse and continues. #nodownwardspirals